2009-12-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

i'm so sad. can anyone see it?

2009-12-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

and i thought i didn't need to post here anymore.
i've been so empty recently. i'm starting to think we weren't meant to be together.
every time when i feel hurt, you would always say 'ya la ya la. only you hurt i not hurt. always my fault ok?!'
it's not that i don't know you are hurt, it's because you don't bother telling me and when i tell you that. you think all i care about is myself.
since when did we drift so far apart. since when did you not care anymore. since when did i start thinking.. you will leave me some day.. what's keeping you here with me? i don't know anymore.. it's starting to feel more like a responsibility than love.
every time when i cry till tears can no longer flow. you will just ignore and take it as nothing has happened the next day. did you know the hole in my heart is growing bigger each time?
i used to tell you 'i love you' everyday. but now. did you even realize i do not say it as often?
your family mean a lot to you. i understand as my family means a lot to me as well.. but what you love may not be what i like. i can only try harder... but may not succeed at it.
there are many things about me that only you know and only you get to see. or would you rather not know? i'm childish. i cry easily.
i feel disappointed. but i can't live without you. i guess i just owe you too much. or maybe you owe me more.
i don't know what i'm typing anymore..

2008-07-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

i always tot all tat matters was we were happy together..
but i was wrong.. dere's more to it..
im not worth ur love..
im too childish to noe wat love is..
now the bells are no longer ringin..
i hate to admit it. others are grinnin..

.heart without a home.